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Getting rid of some old pictures, my face mostly, and doing a bit of clean-up over here. Plans are being made.
That is all.
Concerta
Alright, so I don't want to post this on Facebook because... I got a -lot- if idiot family members that like to take things the wrong way. Currently, the concerta has certainly worn off as I took it yesterday and in the morning around 21 hours ago.
Now, I will say this. Concerta has a lot of fucking side-effects. Some good, some bad. It really depends on your view of that medication.
Pros-
1. More Focus, the ability to do shit that you normally wouldn't want to do (And for guys with ADHD, that makes things nearly impossible. We've the ability to see a much larger picture, and a memory for things we enjoy (IE: English and History for myself
Alone
I've come to find out that those I do anything for really aren't there when I need help. I've my normal friends, sure, I've my grandma. Those I've taken care of, though, the ones I help whenever they need it, and done so many times, they don't really care.
I haven't felt this depressed in a long time. Drinking helps, though I refuse to drink too often. I'm okay around people, but I'm always alone at some point during the day and I find more and more things.
I'm losing it, I know I am, but it sucks to know you're only around to keep someone from feeling alone but when they have more people in their life, you're cast off to the side.
And, I
Grandfather (Dad)
Well, the man who raised me since I was but a wee toddler passed yesterday (March 26th 2013) leaving my great grandmother by herself at the house and... Well, I'm not entirely sure what to make of things. It's been a little more than a week since the hospital messed up, bad. He ought to have been fine, he was in a nursing home for rehab after having a bypass done and, it appeared, he'd be out of there within a month or so.
That would have been great! After all, the operation had been a success!
But no, he ended up getting pneumonia from un-thickened water (He couldn't drink fluids, and it's thought that was how he ended up getting Pneumonia
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