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"Smile through the darkness, fight through the pain
Let not thy songs, fall to the rain.
Can you hear it? Karma is beckoning for those who wrong
Soon the bells shall gong and all will be done
Smile through the darkness And grow stronger
You shall last longer
For the Shadows kiss
You won't succumb Eyes open, pain etched within you
Fight free and you will soon see
The light is never far from you too"
Someone told me to put it up.
Let not thy songs, fall to the rain.
Can you hear it? Karma is beckoning for those who wrong
Soon the bells shall gong and all will be done
Smile through the darkness And grow stronger
You shall last longer
For the Shadows kiss
You won't succumb Eyes open, pain etched within you
Fight free and you will soon see
The light is never far from you too"
Someone told me to put it up.
M-M-Midnari
Getting rid of some old pictures, my face mostly, and doing a bit of clean-up over here. Plans are being made.
That is all.
Concerta
Alright, so I don't want to post this on Facebook because... I got a -lot- if idiot family members that like to take things the wrong way. Currently, the concerta has certainly worn off as I took it yesterday and in the morning around 21 hours ago.
Now, I will say this. Concerta has a lot of fucking side-effects. Some good, some bad. It really depends on your view of that medication.
Pros-
1. More Focus, the ability to do shit that you normally wouldn't want to do (And for guys with ADHD, that makes things nearly impossible. We've the ability to see a much larger picture, and a memory for things we enjoy (IE: English and History for myself
Alone
I've come to find out that those I do anything for really aren't there when I need help. I've my normal friends, sure, I've my grandma. Those I've taken care of, though, the ones I help whenever they need it, and done so many times, they don't really care.
I haven't felt this depressed in a long time. Drinking helps, though I refuse to drink too often. I'm okay around people, but I'm always alone at some point during the day and I find more and more things.
I'm losing it, I know I am, but it sucks to know you're only around to keep someone from feeling alone but when they have more people in their life, you're cast off to the side.
And, I
Grandfather (Dad)
Well, the man who raised me since I was but a wee toddler passed yesterday (March 26th 2013) leaving my great grandmother by herself at the house and... Well, I'm not entirely sure what to make of things. It's been a little more than a week since the hospital messed up, bad. He ought to have been fine, he was in a nursing home for rehab after having a bypass done and, it appeared, he'd be out of there within a month or so.
That would have been great! After all, the operation had been a success!
But no, he ended up getting pneumonia from un-thickened water (He couldn't drink fluids, and it's thought that was how he ended up getting Pneumonia
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Wow, that's beautiful, talented writer aren't ya?
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