Getting rid of some old pictures, my face mostly, and doing a bit of clean-up over here. Plans are being made.
That is all.
ConcertaAlright, so I don't want to post this on Facebook because... I got a -lot- if idiot family members that like to take things the wrong way. Currently, the concerta has certainly worn off as I took it yesterday and in the morning around 21 hours ago.
Now, I will say this. Concerta has a lot of fucking side-effects. Some good, some bad. It really depends on your view of that medication.
1. More Focus, the ability to do shit that you normally wouldn't want to do (And for guys with ADHD, that makes things nearly impossible. We've the ability to see a much larger picture, and a memory for things we enjoy (IE: English and History for myself) but when it comes to shit we don't like... Forget about it.)
2. Loss of appetite. I should note, that this is a benefit to myself while it might not be to other people. I've lost about 20 pounds in less than a month, I haven't stopped eating, but I'm not actually hungry anymore. After I take my medication, I honestly lose all appitite and I'll
AloneI've come to find out that those I do anything for really aren't there when I need help. I've my normal friends, sure, I've my grandma. Those I've taken care of, though, the ones I help whenever they need it, and done so many times, they don't really care.
I haven't felt this depressed in a long time. Drinking helps, though I refuse to drink too often. I'm okay around people, but I'm always alone at some point during the day and I find more and more things.
I'm losing it, I know I am, but it sucks to know you're only around to keep someone from feeling alone but when they have more people in their life, you're cast off to the side.
And, I know, when those people leave Ill be spoken too again, more frequently. They'll be depressed, sad they're gone again, and once more I''ll be nothing more than that crutch.
And I'll be dumb enough to keep it up.
I'm losing touch with reality.
Grandfather (Dad)Well, the man who raised me since I was but a wee toddler passed yesterday (March 26th 2013) leaving my great grandmother by herself at the house and... Well, I'm not entirely sure what to make of things. It's been a little more than a week since the hospital messed up, bad. He ought to have been fine, he was in a nursing home for rehab after having a bypass done and, it appeared, he'd be out of there within a month or so.
That would have been great! After all, the operation had been a success!
But no, he ended up getting pneumonia from un-thickened water (He couldn't drink fluids, and it's thought that was how he ended up getting Pneumonia) Biggest pain, though, was from the fact that he lost the breathing tube to his nose at some point during his stay at the hospital and instead of having him on some type of monitor, they only checked every 2 hours.
Yup, a 79 year old man with pneumonia and coming off of a quadruple bypass, didn't have a single monitor on him.
The lack of oxygen caus
ManMan o' man. Life's a fragile thing, it takes only a small push, a small accident, and that life can be destroyed. Sad but true, hold your family and friends close and don't cut the bonds that bind you. You might regret it forever.
LogicI figure that's enough of the crazy post. Dark-shiekah, as nice as it is to get a favorite or a comment on a picture of mine, do me a favor and don't add me to 'Friend's Oc's' I'm not your friend, nor will I be your friend again. I admit that I was wrong for a lot of the things I did, but illogical as my hatred for you may be, it is there. I don't want to see a thing from you on anything involving my page. De-watch me after this, you are not to be a part of my life at all, in anyway, even if you're trying to put yourself there.
Don't comment either. I'm still having a massive fallout due to my actions, be happy I'm at least nice enough to keep some things from public view.
Jay, I apologize for not being on Skype as actively. I'm focusing heavily on fixing things right now and my primary focus is on those things. Mistakes I've made that need to be erased and done over again. I've not been as angry lately, or as... Well, I've been depressed quite a few times but usually do to single t
Let's see.I've half lost my mind at this point... And I doubt I'll get any real comments here but Imma share some of my life right now.
I've done some -stupid- shit and I lost someone extremely important to me.
I broke my computer.
Now for the good news.
I got a new computer for 330 dollars, five percent off because it was the last one (The display model)
I finally managed to Reenlist.
I'm coming back to Georgia in Dec. Or earlier (Earlier more than likely for PCS leave. 30 days right there.)
This might seem awesome! I've been gone for two and a half years... But uh... I'm still hating life right now. We'll see where everything goes... the two people who may even care to fucking read this.
Yeah, I've got few friends left and for the most part. No one gives a flying fuck what I do or say, I just -exist.- Not complaining, nah, I'll live. Going to prove a damn point, though.
LooovaaaahWell, I spent a good bit of time on leave. About 15 days, 14 or so with mmmy sweet-heart :iconed-the-fourth: I looove that chick-a-dee. We played Borderlands, went to the beach, got me a tan and got me some edible Ed-the-fourth.
All and all, it was a pretty nice leave. I had a lot of fun, I got to see someone I care deeply for and... there really weren't any issues. The last few times I've seen her have been awesome, but there were some issues that happened. This time... it had been nothing but awesome-sauce.
Saw Spiderman, too... That shit was awesome.
Please Listen.I just got an email from a concerned parent. Her daughter has an account on DA, and apparently she copies and traces my drawings. I looked on her profile and confirmed that, yes, she did trace and gave minimal (sometimes no) credit. The reason her mother messaged me was because a few people were apparently sending her harsh messages asking her to give credit. She even got a few death threats.
Listen...I'm going to say this all again because I guess it needs reiterating: When it comes to my art, I do not mind young artists copying or tracing my drawings in hopes of developing their skills, or because they are still learning the way of things. If you see someone posting a traced or heavily referenced drawing that does not mention the original picture, please DO NOT immediately jump to aggression. If something like this (art theft/style theft) really gets on your nerves, then I understand why you might be angry upon seeing it, but you must find the maturity to take a breath, and
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2000 points raffle - ENDEDI want to get 1000 watchers until Chrystmas so I decided to do a points raffle.
From now I will do adoptions\commissions for Paypal because I need Overwatch. This is why I want to give my rest of points.
-Watch me. (don't watch me just for winning this raffle)
-Repost this journal.
-Favourite this journal. (favourite this just if you want to join this raffle)
-Comment if you enter.
Also, will be only a winner what will get:
-A fullbody of his OC
The raffle will end when I will get 1000 watchers.
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The Simple Character Creator FormulaThis is a copy-paste (with some additions) from my Tumblr blog (http://spaztique.tumblr.com/), but it must be reposted.
Twilight of the Hakurei, the club-wide comic tennis/RP (http://walfasstationwagon.deviantart.com/gallery/41877816), is turning out just as I suspected: AMAZINGLY. However, one thing that really astounds me is how well the character system is working. If you're not familiar, it's simply this:
1. Pick the character's biggest strength that affects other people. Note the key phrase, "that affects other people." For example, "He's really good at cooking," is not a strength: that's just a regular skill that only applies to one area of life and doesn't really affect others. However, "He's a fast learner," or, "He pays attention to detail," or, "He's very generous," is a strength because it applies to more than just cooking, but any other skill and especially relationships.
2. Pick the character's biggest weakness that affects other people. Once ag